[post_page_title]Crushing despair[/post_page_title]
While it might sound terrifying having five babies, to Paul, it was everything. He had spent nine months looking forward to being a father. It didn’t have to be five, but to have no children was a crushing revelation for the man.
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He had done the full nine months alongside Barbara, he believed that she was pregnant, and he thought that he was going to become a father. They had gone through all the motions, and yet they left empty-handed.